Get the fuck out of my face.
I don't like you...in that way, hahaha.
We're not the same, as much as you would like to think.
Just because we have like a couple things in common, that doesn't mean we're meant to be.
I've got a lot more to my personality.
So, please...don't think anything of it when I ask you for favors, haha.
It's not like that I want a reason to see you, or somehow involve myself with you...
It's just that I know you're the only one who would do it without a second thought.
That's all.

I'm so happy.
My best friend comes back today.
I missed her so damn much.
My whole summer without my best friend.
It's okay, though.
We still have a couple weeks before school.
That's all we need

I ordered a Macbook Air.
That makes me reallllly happy.
I cannot wait to get it.
It's the most sleek, serious-business, shit EVER.
I got a Led Zeppelin skin made for it, too.

o0o0o0o, someone hit me....this is all going too well.

P.S. You're on my mind all the time. I miss our loooong conversations. We are total opposites, but somehow, I've never gotten along better with anyone else other than my sister and best friends. You always made me laugh so much. You're just the most silly serious person I'd ever met. I think about you all the time, and I hope you're doing okay over there.

I'm not as good as I used to be.
That's all.
It sucks that it's happening at only 19.

I want someone who can own me. That's what I want. I would be the boss, of course. I would choose and decide on everything...kind of. I would be free to make all these little decisions...but really I'm owned. It would be awesome. Sounds kinda sick, but I don't mean it that way, LOL.

I ran out of pop and water. So I looked in the fridge at everything there was to drink. Apple juice...ew. Aquafina water...ew. Ginger ale...ew. Mom's weird soy milk...umm, "soy" sounds like a delicious word. So I pour a glass, eh. I sit down to look at my friend's new pictures and bring the cup to my lips to take a shot. Ohhhh god, that soy stuff tastes terrible, eh? Everrrr sick.

Now, I'm just bored waiting for the store to open at 7. Yeah, my sleep is messed. It's pretty scary walking around at night. I should stay up all night...

I love summer.

Goddd, I want a boyfriend so bad.
I swear I would be the best girlfriend.
I'd always, always, do my best to love you.
I'd always try my best to show you.
Dead honest.
I want a someone to love so much.

Or maybe I'm just really fucking stoned, haha.